February 2012
9 posts
“Don’t let your happiness depend on something you may lose.”
– C.S Lewis (St. Augustine)
“Then he said: “I keep thinking about this river somewhere, with the water...”
– never let me go - kazuo ishiguro
75.5
= my hours last week.
January 2012
7 posts
things i hate
this.
so i'm broke
and right now i’m on a paid internship living at home (no rent. no groceries. no bills. nothing.) and in less than i week i’ll be on an unpaid internship in new york city (rent. groceries. subway. everything.)
shitshitshit.
i hate
talking on the phone.
i just woke up.
i went to bed at 4:30. pm. that’s like 14 hours of sleep.
what.
December 2011
41 posts
i'm hearing what you say
but i just can’t make a sound.
my dad
came to pick me up from school last night and before we can leave the parking lot (which he was very upset about having to park in. i told him he was not allowed to park on the grass in front of my townhouse. he said why not? it’s fitchburg.) i had to see the best christmas swap present ever (he got last pick and he chose this. he called everyone else suckers.) it’s one of those...
unpacking
seems pointless when i’m moving again in a couple weeks.
i want to leave but i can’t until i unpack now i remember what high school was like.
GAH
today
was a really, really shitty day.
HOWEVER, i got a 96 on my science final! and tomorrow i have two screenings then one more paper to write then i’m done.
so bittersweet. i’m not ready to be done here yet. but i don’t want to stay either. i know it’s time to move on and stuff. i’m just scared to.
oh also. we got approved for our apartment. in new york city. no big...
it's so much easier
to be angry.
dear internship process,
you’re turning me into an irritable angry asshole (more so than i was before). i think everyone around me would appreciate it if someone could please just fucking call me back.
“The other problematic factor in the mad-genius theory is that it creates a...”
– Marya Hornbacher (via anne-sexton)
“How do we know who we are or what we can become? We tell ourselves stories. The...”
– Marya Hornbacher, Madness (via the-eden-express)
“All of us have theories about the world and about ourselves. We will go to great lengths to prove ourselves right because it keeps the world in our head coherent and understandable.”
-Marya Hornbacher
